Dear Honeybear,
It has been donkey’s years since I received last letter from
you. How did you know that I was tripped from stairs and landed hard on my
head? It must be Eton who told you about me right? I was discharged from the
hospital last week and now only I can reply your letter as I just got back from
my mum’s house. I am sorry for the late reply because I was stuck with some
problems that need to be settled down as soon as possible.
I could still remember the last time I saw you. It was 35
years back right? The moment when your dad disagreed with our marriage was the
saddest moment in my life and it left a deep hole in my heart. But I cannot
blame him. I was rejected because of my wooden legs and I’m sure if I was in
his shoes, I might did the same things because every parents in this world
wanted their children to have the best . Honeybear, for your information, since
that incident, I never got chances to live a happy life. My life was full with
sorrow and even my marriage was no as beautiful as yours.
A month after we were separated, I was forced by my parents
to marry with a man whom I never met before. He was so kind, polite and
respectful man. He managed to make my parents fascinated with him. I agreed to
marry him because I cannot go against my father’s will. However, things changed
without rapidly. Once we were married, my husband was totally changed. Until this
one day, I found out that he marry me not because of me but because he wanted
to seize my parent’s property. At that time, I was lost. We had big quarrel and
he divorced me. Eton was the one who was always by my side to give me courage
to go on with my life.
Honeybear,
I am not the last piece to the puzzle of your heart. It is
your wife. Eventhough your wife have passed away , she is actually in your soul.
I’m sorry honeybear. You still have your children. Your wife are in their
heart. Please don’t let your children feel sad because you wanted to marry me
after all this while. You have gone through ups and downs of your life with your wife and your children are the proved
of your love. I’m sorry honeybear. Maybe we were not meant to be together. But,
if you don’t mind, we can be friends right? I cant wait to meet with your
children. What if this weekend, you bring your children together and we meet up
at McDonald, the place where we had our first date? I hope can accept me as
your friend. I’ll be waiting for your reply..
Your friend forever,
Nur Amalina
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