Dear Hawa ,
It takes a second to know someone , a minute to love someone but it takes the rest of your life to forget someone. This is how I felt all this time after we broke up. It's really hard to forget you eventhough I have been married to someone that my mum has chosen for me. Some says that you can live happily if your marriage is been blessed by your parents but not for me. My ex-wife is a famous fashion designer. She is always busy and rarely stays at home. She never holds her responsibilities as a wife like other women do. All she thinks is about work not family. Her personality is totally different with you. I always comparing her with you. Sometimes I wonder why my mum likes her more than you. She keeps on going back home late due to reaons of working. I can't stand it anymore so I decided to divorced with her. It is a hard decision for me at first but I just can't face this situation anymore. She makes me like a puppet. I told my mum about it and she got angry with me. Without I realised , I shouted back at my mum saying that I was not happy with this marriage all this time and it was just a part of our drama. My mum was speechless and begging for my forgiveness for making me suffered. However , after few months I received an e-mail from Hafiz inviting me to the reunion of UTP Jan 2013 intake. I wanted to come but I was afraid to meet you because I have hurt you. I decided not to come but my mum encouraged me to come. She wanted me to see you and asked you to marry me if you were still single. She said that she had an instict that you will come to the reunion alone. At first , I was shocked with her. I thought my mum had gone crazy because I knew that she hated you like crazy. My mum said that she really regret with her actions that causing his son to live unhappy. Now , she wanted me to choose my happiness. I was happy and decided to go to the reunion. My mum was right. You were at the reunion alone. I felt excited to meet you back and we chatted about everything. I was also felt glad that you had forgiven me. When I heard that you were back to single , I felt like the moon was falling on my lap. It was coincidence. We were both single. We were like destined to be together. No words can described my feelings to you. As for a reply to your letter , I would like to say yes. I am not perfect but you have perfected my life. I can't wait to get marry with you. One thing for sure , I will always going to love you till the end of my life. Izzat and Hawa forever and always.
Sincerely,
Izzat
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