LOVE LOTTER

Dear Firhad,

How are you now? I hope you are better. I thought it was almost twenty years since the undergraduate time before. Yesterday, I was online my facebook account at my house because I want to do some the researche about my online bussiness. While I was searched, suddenly I saw someone’s account that are very familiar to me. So, I decided to know who’s the person is. Unpredictable, it was your’s account. But I still not believed it. So, I checked your account and read some personel informations there. I also read the old’s post on your account. Then, I so sure that it was your account.

Afterward, I tried to remember our past stories. There were many story about us when we still young. At the that time we were not matured yet. If I not wrong, our friendship was started when you tried to help me from the bullies at the back of our school. Unfortunately, you had beaten from them and you refused to go to the clinic when I offered to you. There was nothing I can do except to respect your decision. After a few days later, we met again at the gate in front of the school. At the that time we changed our phone number. I was a new student there so I have to comfortable myself with the surrounding. Early, we did not serious in our friendship because I want to concentrate on my study.

After SPM result announced, we continued our study at the same matriculation. At that time our relationship was started. After one year at the matriculation, you and I got an offer to further our study at the overseas. At the same time, we decided to tell our parent about our relationship. Unfotunetely, they were against with of it. When my parent knew about us, they sent me to Ireland to continue my study. Thats how our relationship ended. A long time ago, the technologies are not like now. It was very difficult to communicate with our loving peoples.

For your information I have married and I have four childrens. I know that you are also married to someone who is really nice person but you did not have a child. My marriage was arranged by my parent. They want to have grandchildren as soon as possible. I told them that I have someone who love me but they disagree with me. So I have to follow them as instructed because I cannot disobey them. They are the person who give the life to me. Firstly, I did not happy with my marriage but slowly I accepted it. But now, I cannot destroy my family just I have found you. It is almost twelve years I spend my whole life with him. He is a gentleman as you. He is the one who help me when I needed someone in my side.

I just want to meet you personally but you did not to worry about my husband. He knows everythings about us before. I told all about our past story  to him before I marry him but he still accept me as her wife. He believe in me no matter what it is because he know I’am a kind person. I’am sure you know about it either. 

NUR HIDAYAH BINTI MAHADI

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